#mondayblogs False Promises 1.

it was a surprise to me that he only did that one MOAB because he only did one which surprises me too.. but whatever. He said he would not even go to acting as the "world's police officer in chief" and dammit if that is exactly wtf he just fugging did ugh. Nothing but just 

several false promises..

 

The president has too much pride and Trump has his own club which involves his family. duh. He doesn't even need the conventional  presidential club because he does not even need them anyway. Trump has all this crap going on with him and yes it has been 6 months but I think it is still too damn early for people to be all excited and flipping out because of this Russia Investigation shit. Just saying. There are a lot of false promises he made but I am jumping the gun as usual and so I would rather be typing out my frustration instead of taking a drink of beer for right now.

I mean do not get me wrong but since we are on the topic of "false promises," all those times I said I wanted to stop drinking and that drinking makes me sick; I had said that because that was what people wanted to hear me say and because then I could stop them from bitching at me. However, I have come to the conclusion of how I am. No, I have not been classified as an alcoholic   (thankfully) and  this was determined through tests I had to take  on a medical and a psychotherapy level through the use of pen and paper. 

My conclusion though is that I enjoy drinking and I will never give it up, but since I know this I can at least drink at appropriate settings and stop drinking alone all the fugging time. I can also limit drinking it everyday even if it is only 3  99 cents beer  on the daily. I know I am driving her nuts but I cannot keep lying to her and saying that I will give it up because when I like something I just do not give it up. I can at least though not do it as much and start making a change for the better to try to at least overshadow it for the most part. I have a plan I will tell her back in the following future and this is for sure.