Ever heard of the 666?

I have just witnessed the shit just like right now in a very unpredictable freaking way. However, I do not care anymore. Six Six Six is the mark of the beast and well the beast (the last time I checked at least has never, nor will it ever have my best interest in mind, at least. For the beast is just like the wolf in sheep's clothing and of which can never stop the truth from coming out whether the beast likes it or not. Those who enjoy playing with the devil shall hopefully remember that the devil is a liar who will betray you no matter what. He wants this because then God will not recognize you. 

"A CLEAN LIFE, an open mind,
 A PURE HEART, an eager intellect,
AN UNVEILED SPIRITUAL PERCEPTION, A brotherliness for all."

-Blavatsky 

I will die here.
No one is here to support me.
I suffer from a few mental disorders.
There is no one to help me.
This person will not even say a nice thing about me, nor  do they need to anymore.
I made my life all about them, and found out I had trusted the wrong person.
I entrusted in them some of m y most deepest and darkest secrets only for them to laugh at what I said.
They never have told me anything about them, and they basically had said at one point or another that I will and would not ever meet them.
They now want to see e fall since I was nothing they ever expected me to be.
They have told me over and over again that they do not like what I have become and that I an what the whole problem is to be exact, So why can't I just go away then already like the lady tells me too, eh?  I hate how you cannot hate what you like. I mean I am just saying.
As far as I can see, she ain't going to never see me  , and that is something that I will have to deal with and have already dealt wit h already.
I guess I move on to fin ding another woman is right for me now then?